CHILDISH JEALOUSY!!!!!

I do'nt no where to begin this post because I'm almost at a lost for the words that would associate my anger with a certain person for betraying my trust and my undying friendship and numerous times of devotion to her;not to say that I'm entirely happy with my own actions or stupidity for somewhat facillitating the ordeal.This post will be a lesson in why you should not have short term memory loss as in my case when I set up my email address and other sensitive information and wrote it down in a little book and then absent mindedly storing it in my computer desk drawer and forgetting about it.This past weekend of May 5th,6th,I invited quite a few of my friends over to my house for a nice BBQ and beerfest and sort of a going away party for Alynna who was headed back overseas after a 14 day stay here at my house which I was not ready for her go.It has been a pleasure to have such a women in my house like that for a change,beautiful,funny undemanding and very loving which is where the trouble stems from.I invited John and Amber over,John being one of my oldest frieds and struggling with a prescription drug addiction,Amber having been my steady three years back and for a duration of two years before we split up because she was progressively getting worse with alcohol(I loved this girl and we had known each other in high school and dated a few times along our paths)The party began saturday afternoon around 12pm when everyone straggled in,Me&Alynna,John&Amber,Kyle& Reese,Scott&Deborah,Troy&Jennifer,Pablo&Dalia and about eight more of my friends from work and thier girlfriends.I introduced Alynna to everyone(the guys extremely enthused to meet her as were most of the women save Amber who I noticed was a bit cold during her intro to her)Anyway the party went on and everyone had a good time as the day turned into night(pooltable,air hockey,Playstation 3's and RC monster truck racings in the street,horseshoe tossing tournament,beer,margueritas and tequilla shots and jager bombs in Red Bull and the music was thumpin-I have good neighbors too who did'nt mind the noise which is always a plus.Later on when the sun was just about down I started three nice fires in the patio hearths and then Me and John brought out the 57" hitachi widescreen t.v. and and the dvd player and set it up for the viewing of Scotts bootlegged copy of the movie 300 that he bought at a swap meet.We popped a massive pile of popcorn and settled in to the movie,Alynna snuggled up close to me on the chase lounge and I caught a glimpse of Amber looking at me with dagger eyes as she watched the two of us together.The movie was very good quality although we laughed several times when someones baby in the theater began screaming ,I had seen the movie already at the theater but others had not and they enjoyed it alot especially the guys for it is hosed quite heavily in our male testosterone.After the movie was over a few couples left but I welcomed anyone who wanted to stay the night and join us at the lake sunday on the pontoon boat.I have four bedrooms and four couples stayed,Kyle&Reese haveing to use the hideabed in the couch but it is exteremly comfortable.Alynna thanked me properly for a great send off party and Kyle and Reese got quite a kick when I strolled thru the living room in my superman silk boxers,Reese whistled before Kyle threw the covers over her head and I took a complimentary bow for the adoration.Sunday morning came and Me and John went down to the jet ski rentals store and aquired three kawasakis for the days fun in the sun.When I got back I noticed that Alynna was upset a little and I took her aside and asked her what was wrong and she said she had overheard Amber talking to Reese about the Russian tramp who I was trying to get to come and live in the U.S.This made me fume aliitle and I told Alynna I would handle it and I did talk to Amber who said that she was sorry for saying that but then questioned me about the whole ordeal of her filing for citizenship and I told her that it did'nt concern her for she was no longer part of my life and she gave me a look like I had punched her in the stomach.She later informed John that she was'nt going to the lake with him and that she was going home and I saw them argueing for awhile while me and pablo and kyle readied the coolers and food.Amber left as I was hooking up the jet ski trailer to my dodge truck and then we all sped off for the lake.We had a great day at the lake,the temperature was around 102 degrees although the water was still pretty cold and the girls were so hot in thier bikinis(God I love summer and women in sexy swimsuits)and I had bought Alynna a high hip cut,light green alligator skin patterned bikini that just set her looks off to the max and even the girls Reese and Dalia told her how good she looked which made me feel good for her,this comeing from Reese who is very hot herself.We tore the lake up on the jet skis all day and lounged on the pontoon boat like lizards soaking up the sun,it was one of the best weekends I've had in a long time.When we got back to the house everyone said their good-byes and Me and Alynna began cleaning up the house but I told her to go get a shower and relax(haveing to leave to fly back home the next day I wanted her rested)She jumped into the shower as I continued the clean-up and that's when I noticed that the keyboard to my computer was pulled out and I knew that I had'nt been on it for two days so I turned it on and looked around and while I was on it I looked up one of my very favorite blogs(NEON PUSSYCAT)to see what was on in her life for she is a feisty vixen with the attitude of a valkyrie and can keep your attention very well with her writtings.I then logged in to my own blog and was going to add the weekends fun on the post of Alynnas that I had written and that she had read and thought that it was very sexy that I would remember our first meeting so well.That's when I saw what I could'nt believe on my blog ,my post of Alynna had been deleted and in great big capital letters were the words FUCK YOU ASSHOLE AND YOUR WHORE!!!My desk drawer was open a little and there I saw my tiny black book with my initial information of my email address and password setting on top of all my other papers.Someone had invaded my privacy and betrayed my trust and I figured it out quickly by what was wrote and by the diet coke laced with bacardi that had been left on the table with my copier.Amber had went on my computer while we were at the lake and deleted Alynna's post,haveing taken Johns key and let heself in.I was so angry,not exactly over the deleting of the post but of the whole conniviving and lowdown scheme that she had performed.I immediately called and confronted her and she had the nerve to deny it all at first until I threatened to call the police over a mysterious breakend to my house.She began crying of which I cannot handle from someone who is drinking saying that she had went to my blog on her computer and and read my Alynna post and it pissed her off and that Alynna did'nt deserve my financial and physical attention and why did'nt it work between us.I told her it had been three years since we were together and why has'nt she gotten over it.(just for info I gave this girl everything that she ever asked for during our time together,she never wanted for anything but her drinking became more progressive every day until I could'nt take it anymore,the wrecking of my truck twice,two dui's and money for rehab down the drain every time she fell off the wagon-hard!)It was hard to do but I told her I never wanted to see her at my house again and if she showed up I would tell John about this whole ordeal-she hung up on me!I told Alynna about what had happened and she said she felt sorry for someone like that who obviously needed help,besides she said she remembers that night between us as good as I did and that was all that mattered.She then led me into the bathroom and undressed me and climbed in the shower again with me,giving me one of the most erotic baths I've ever had which was just what I needed.We settled into bed watching t.v and gave ourselves a slow romp under the covers before falling asleep.Monday morning she woke me up at six o clock straddleing my stomach and waking me up with a sweet kiss and her fingers wrapped around my dick,"I have four hours left to enjoy what you have done for me,I would like to spend at least two of them in pleasure before I have to go"!I do not want her to go but I know she has to so I graciously comply and follow her lead.At the airport one of the hardest things I've ever done was to watch her go thru security knowing I could'nt follow her any further,she had cried and did not want to let me go but I told her to call me as soon as she got home ,tie up her job and other loose ends and that I would send her another ticket to come back whenever she was finished with it all.She waved and blew kisses till she entered the tram to the terminals and I walked back to my suv and when I opened the door to the porsche her perfume rushed out and I hopped in quickly and closed the door so I could linger in her smell for awhile-I sat there for at least thirty minutes running over the last 14 days with her-do you think I"m hooked!When I got home John was there and he handed me Amber's key to my house and apologized for what she did .I told him that he needed to get help for her addiction and even his own for the pills,I don't want anything to happen to them because they were still very good friends only she was not allowed back for awhile for her actions of childish jealousy.Alynna called me today crying and saying that she was so very lonesome after only three days of being gone,she kissed me thru the phone and told me that she loved me and I told her the same.she will call me tomorrow and let me know when to send her another plane ticket-I can't wait!!